Rant testo

I try not to be different
I try not to be sad
but this world doesn't understand
that in my life i can’t be glad
i'm looking down and this
infinity seems to me so small
i would fly like a bird
but i just can fall
this creepy nature wants me dead
and i am but not all
and now i'm screaming from here
because i feel so alone

Can I fly?
can I go?
should I fly?
should I go?

I want something
that doesn't make me
think about my death
give me these pills
just they can heal me
and don't think about
my death

Punch me in the face
i want to feel alive
i want to feel if my soul
can bleed just in the inside
and if i exist i deserve to die
because i lied
a lot of times
about the restlessness
i have inside
i hide the evil side
Rant
watch me
i will ruin you
will you ruin me?
i will kill you
will you kill me?
pain will kill you?
no he loves me.
i think too much 'bout it at night
you will destroy what i have done
but once i look in the mirror
this face is what i always fight

I want something
that doesn't make me
think about my death
give me these pills
just they can heal me
and don't think about
my death
remind me to breathe