My Song testo

My song
VERSE I:
I don?t know why I write this song
I just know that I?m crying now
Is it just water or is it even a tear?
This sheet of paper
It?s full of tears
They won?t go away
Nobody can help me
?cause even I don?t know why I?m crying
I?m just askin? myself where the sense is
the sense of this awful life
I don?t know what?s the reason for my pain
And I?m lookin? for
for so long
Now I really know that I can?t go on
CHORUS:
I?m so afraid
I want ya to kill me
?cause I?m unable to do it by myself
If you could see me here
see me cryin?
I wanna scream!
VERSE II:
Everyday at the time I stand beside the mirror
I see this ugly girl
want to kill her
She isn?t it worth to live
There she?s fading away
She?s pressing her lips together
cutting her long hair
She doesn?t want to be herself
I wanna scratch my face
Destroy this fuckin? mirror
I wanna run away
yeah yeah yeah
CHORUS
BRIDGE:
My hearts feeling like a stone
I?m lost here
Why is this happening?
It?s forever changed
CHORUS (2x)
I?m drenched in my pain?