Outside testo

I've been outside, hoping for something better
Holding my eyes, holding myself together
Even on that island - heard my mothers wedding vows
I've been so tired, I've been so -
Tired

I've been alone, walking those streets forever
Holding my phone, wait til' you see the letter
And I'm gonna see my father, gonna ask him something else;
Where did you go? ooh

But everything's cool here, I don't want to ruin this party
Everybody's cool here, I don't want to ruin your party

Isn't it nice what an old man can tell ya?
Ain't it just cruеl, what you all might remember
But I wanna bе my father, I don't wanna be alone
How can I hide?
How can I know?

I've been out long writing ​you songs and letters
I've been out long, feels like I might forever
I'm living on that island, and it's time to let it go
I've been so scared, I feel so -
Alone
But everything's cool here, I don't want to ruin this party
Everybody's cool here, I don't want to ruin your party
Everything's cool here, I don't want to ruin this party
Everybody's cool here, I don't want to ruin your party