Lonely And F*cked Up testo

Where you goin'? Why you leavin'? The fuck is up?
I feel your soul here with me, but your body's gone
When I'm alone, I feel you near, I feel you close
It feels so wrong, it's been some years, still I don't know
Where you went, and who, what, and
When I close my eyes, I see somethin' I don't like
Wake up and I still hate what I've become
I can't believe my eyes
Blacked out drunk, I'm numb, I'm dumb high

Seems like nothing has changed like I said it would
I know I said that I'd change but I never could

I'm still lonely and fucked up
And I'ma be this way right here 'til my luck's up
I've never been the same ever since I lost one
All that I ever wanted was to be just loved, oh, oh
I'm still lonely and fucked up
And I'm realizing now that I need your love
Shadows over my heart, got nobody to trust
All that I ever wanted was to be just loved, oh, oh

I never thought that I'd be here (Oh-oh), and still feel lost
It don't feel right without you here (It don't), I need your love
Thought I was good, but I was wrong (I thought)
Drownin' my thoughts in Hennessy, prayin' to God
Askin' myself, "Where'd I go wrong?"
I tried but I can't find
I said I'm fine, I lied
I know that I was wrong and it hurts to know you were right

Seems like nothing has changed like I said it would (Oh, no)
I know I said that I'd change but I never could

I'm still lonely and fucked up (Oh, yeah)
And I'ma be this way right here 'til my luck's up
I've never been the same ever since I lost one (Ooh)
All that I ever wanted was to be just loved, oh, oh
I'm still lonely and fucked up
And I'm realizing now that I need your love
Shadows over my heart, got nobody to trust
All that I ever wanted was to be just loved, oh, oh