Dead Pursuits testo

Somebody help me in my dead pursuits
I'm dying my hair and cutting out sugar
Pretend I'm okay but I'm choking
I'll try anything, I'll buy anything

I don't remember how to dance
The beats changed
I don't remember how to be me
I'm not the same

I didn't ace that interview
I didn't even apply, there's no use
Three years and still worried it's a mediocre album
I swear I tear myself limb from limb

I don't remember how to dance
The beats changed
I don't remember how to be me
I'm not the same
I don't remember how to dance
Or be me

Chances are, this will slip into the ether
Is anyone listening?
Creating in a vacuum
Is anyone listening?
Will I ever record this?
Is anyone listening?
I can't do it
I can't do it
I can't do it
I can't do it
Is anyone listening?